Based on this and your other comments, including the one that’s no longer visible: Please phone a friend. Or find a professional to talk to. I say that with nothing but compassion.
For the people who are downvoting me: I’m being totally sincere. This is not an ad hominem attack. You didn’t see his other comment, it was genuinely concerning.
For the people who are downvoting me: I’m being totally sincere. This is not an ad hominem attack. You didn’t see his other comment, it was genuinely concerning.